Last night all I could think about was “Tomorrow it will be better.”  I was holding out, persevering until “tomorrow” because quite honestly, I felt like AN EMOTIONAL WRECK.  My hormones are raging all over the place, causing my feelings to just become all knotted and jumbled up inside.  I am moody, paranoid, want to cry for sadness, want to yell for anger, oh I am just confused…  So I kept thinking that tomorrow would be a better day…

And guess what?  It is!  So, tomorrow actually came…  today!  I am feeling much calmer after a hot bath, snugging on the couch watching tv in my warm blankie, and getting a good night’s rest as I turned in early.  Dang hormones.  I was also bothered quite a bit yesterday about the gyn changing my antidepressant, and the fact that either Mirena or perimenopause was at the root of all my problems.  And, then I started worrying about “what if” (fill in the blank).  When I am premenstrual, I worry a LOT.  It’s just the nature of the beast, I do believe.

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