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Apr
16/09
Mirena & the Midsection
Last Updated on Tuesday, 5 January 2010 08:11
Written by Melinda
Thursday, April 16th, 2009

With the Mirena IUD, I gained ten pounds.  For several months I have attempted to get those ten pounds off, doing liquid diets, cutting back calories, cutting carbs.  Seems nothing I do has worked.  Oh, yes, I lose a few pounds, then gain them back.  Up, down.  My body has been changing as well.  I’ve noticed “things” – - headaches, hot flashes, severe menstrual cramps, WEIGHT GAIN IN THE MIDSECTION!

Several weeks ago I did a saliva test for bio-identical hormone replacement therapy.  My gyn, it seemed to me, didn’t want to get to the bottom or root of my problems.  Instead, she wanted to treat each symptom.  Having insomnia? Try this.  Oh, you’ve got hot flashes? Try this.  They are all prescription medications that frankly I don’t want to take.  I’ve said for years that being a PCOS patient, I needed a full hormone panel workup.  But do you know, I’ve never had one?  I mean, come on.  When you have thyroid troubles, they run a whole battery of tests.  For women, we start suffering perimenopausal symptoms, and they shove a bunch of meds into our faces and say “That’s just the way it is at your age.”

I chose a new doctor.  I’m educating myself by reading, scanning internet articles, going to Barnes & Noble, Books A Million and reading the various books on the subject.  I had my appointment with a compounding pharmacist last Friday.  IT’S OFFICIAL:  I’M IN PERIMENOPAUSE.  The results were quite intriguing, and a little frightening as well.  I panicked at first.

We discussed diet, the importance of low carbs (which, come look in my cabinets!  Low carb is second nature to me!)  If I get much more low carb, I won’t be eating anything but MEAT, EGGS!  And it makes me wonder, do doctors have any real idea of how to treat the complexities that plague PCOS/Insulin Resistant/Metabolic Syndrome patients who are also gastric bypass patients?

I do want to add a blurb here…  while many PCOS patients say they are cured, I have been told that there is no cure for PCOS.  Weight loss surgery did help it for a few years, but now my body is starting to show signs and symptoms once again as the hormones are all stirred up…  (pay close attention to your body… know the symptoms…  don’t let them go untreated).

Apr
13/09
Hormone Ponderings
Last Updated on Tuesday, 5 January 2010 08:20
Written by Melinda
Monday, April 13th, 2009

Last week I had an appointment with a compounding pharmacist to go  over the results of my saliva test.  My hormones are all out of whack, which is no surprise since I’ve had problems since I was a teenager.  But, he thinks I’m in PERIMENOPAUSE!  Glory to Jesus, Hallelujah!  And all the choir sang, “AMEN”!  Oh it’s a glorious time with the hot flashes, mood swings, irritability, cramps, insomnia, urinary urges, fatigue, headaches, and the “spare tire” around the midsection of the tummy.  I’m on a quest now to take better care of myself because I know what this road will lead me down.  WEIGHT GAIN.

As I chatted with the pharmacist about my history, I mentioned how I felt PCOS/Insulin Resistance were at the root of my obesity.  Basically, he agreed.  And, though he did not actually say this aloud, I could almost hear his thoughts.  Or, maybe it was just my thoughts yelling so loud, I couldn’t hear his.  But, the thought is IF I do not take better care of myself and get these problems tended to NOW, it will lead me down a road that I don’t want to go.  WEIGHT GAIN.

I’ve been a strong advocator that each bypass patient listen to their bodies.  Pay close attention to any changes that are going on, both in how you feel, and how your body shape is changing.  Some months ago, I noticed some changes in my body.  And honestly, it has left me very unhappy.  I’ve tried to resign myself to a state of contentment regarding the changes, but that nagging feeling still exists.  As we looked back on my weight charts for the past two years, there was noticeable change when I had Mirena IUD installed due to hormone problems.  But, the midsection tells the story best as it is getting bigger in the exact same places where insulin and estrogen are stored during perimenopause.  WEIGHT GAIN.

The past few weeks I have spent time logging more carefully my daily caloric intake.  I’ve cut out caffeine, lowered my carbs, and started exercising more.  My exercise over the winter was virtually non-existent and this has had no positive effect on my body either!  I’ve been walking, doing some hand weight, stretching exercises, and just added the big ball today so that I can do push ups and stomach crunches.  I’ve also got out my trusty broom handle to do a few tricks I learned after gastric bypass to help deflate the tummy area.  So I’ve been working out!  Not to mention, I’ve added some supplements to help me through these times.   At any rate, I am willing to do whatever it takes to prevent WEIGHT GAIN.

Now you might see a pattern in this post.  Every paragraph’s last two words are:  WEIGHT GAIN.  I want to bring your attention to it today.  We must be ever so cautious to evaluate and RE-evaluate our health and condition of our bodies.  If not, we can become lax, or allow health problems to continue which can bring back our obesity.  Weight loss surgery only helps us lose all the weight we had; it is no guarantee that we will never become obese again.  In other words, it’s a vehicle that drives us to the place we want to be (thin).  Once we arrive at the destination, it is up to US to stay there.  Let’s take a few moments today and ask ourselves questions such as:

1.  Has my weight gone up?

2.  Are there any physical changes in my body shape?  Any areas that seem to be getting larger?

3.  Am I logging my food?

4.  Am I drinking enough water?

5.  Has my eating got out of control or do I need to scale back on the carb intake?

6.  Are there any existing health conditions that could prevent weight loss or cause weight gain?

Feb
26/09
Menopause, Mirena, Who Knows
Last Updated on Tuesday, 5 January 2010 08:23
Written by Melinda
Thursday, February 26th, 2009

Of course the gyn is going to change my meds for depression.  I got on the internet poking around again today.  I’ve already diagnosed myself with having Mirena difficulties which lead to having it removed, and perimenopause.  And now I am afraid to take any antidepressant than what I was because I have read horror stories in the last two days that will horrify the most horrid!  There is so much information…  you don’t know who to believe…  and if you get to looking at those “Quizzes” where you answer the questions, you will surely be digging in your pockets forking over a copay to every known specialist in America!

I am quite concerned that I am in perimenopause.  But I am only 38.  I should have expected it.  I really did kinda think it would happen to be honest.  After all, I’ve had hormone problems since I was mid teens.  Reading about this makes me quite scared to be honest with you.  Everything out there says that there is weight gain, especially in the mid section.  OH that has always been my problem area anyway!  If I gain or lose one single ounce, it will always be right there, smack dab in the middle of my gut for all the world to see.  Sometimes I poke my stomach out and say “Look, Tim, I’m pregnant.”  And by George, sure enough, looks like I am about 4 months along.  If I stand up straight and suck it in (OH come on, you know you do that too!) then its less noticeable.  That gut area is always the first to come, first to go.

Then I read on over in other areas on the net about Mirena and its side effects.  Guess what’s on the list?  WEIGHT GAIN.  Now let me just say, I wouldn’t mind gaining ten pounds.  Why, that is a lie.  I must take that back.  I would mind, but it wouldn’t be as bad as say, twenty to forty pounds like I have been reading!  This concerns me.  I mean, what if one medical condition caused me to gain and I couldn’t stop?  Even though I eat correctly, I still “expand” in the middle area?    It’s not the ten pounds I’m worried about.  It’s twenty, thirty.  Questions of “what if” flood my mind.

But then, as I told my friend, I can’t control what happens.  I can’t worry myself and let these “what ifs” steal my joy.  I am just going to hope and pray that the new meds change will work.  And if it’s perimenopause or Mirena, we will just deal with that as it comes.

Me:  “MOTHER NATURE, why must you torment me so?”

Mother Nature:  “Because I can.”

Jul
24/08
I GAINED weight!
Last Updated on Tuesday, 5 January 2010 08:48
Written by Melinda
Thursday, July 24th, 2008

I’m 5′4. I was 251 lbs when I started this journey. Lord, I lived a lie so many years. It’s a good thing those sins are cast into the sea of forgetfulness cause I told people all my obese years that I was big boned. I never knew, and who else knew, I had a tiny bone structure???  (I should have known since at birth I weighed 5 lbs, 4 ozs. but how could I remember)  So does that count as a sin if I was ignorant and told lies? Hmmm there is a moral dilemma that we may never answer!

My lowest weight was 116 lbs. As I lay in the emergency room bed during last year’s kidney stone attack, I felt afraid for the first time that my weight might be too low. Now keep in mind that when I looked into the mirror, I still saw Fat Melinda. Skinny Melinda was still coming around very slowly in my mind’s eye, but for the most part, I was still that good ole girl who weighed 251. So as I laid there on the hospital gurney, I thought “If I were to get sick, Lord forbid, but if I did, I have no body fat to live on.” I told Tim that day in the room that I was scared and needed to gain some weight. Who on earth says that after losing so much?

The scales continued to be my god until just a few months ago… each day whether I was happy or sad in my journey was determined by the magic number. 118, 119, 123, 121, 118, up and down up and down. I knew that if it ever got up to 125, oh my heavens! We would surely have a major catastrophe on our hands! And then we must surely break out the protein shakes for a major 3 day liquid protein train!

Recently, my weight has shifted from 121 as the low, 125 as the high. Once when I was VERY constipated, it was 127. OH Heavens! But I was ok. I was calm.. I was not worried. I felt great. I even like my bumps and curves. I like my new blue jeans. I like my clothes fitting well now. I don’t have gaps in the backs of my pants at the band because they actually FIT good.

Why do I share this? Because I want you to know that sometimes things swing the other direction. We can actually lose a little too much and need to gain a little. I am right in the center of where my bmi needs to be for healthy. Before it was on the low side. Not unhealthy, just low. But now my head has mostly caught up with my body and I can almost see myself as thin… at times I don’t FEEL thin but that’s another story entirely!